"i want you gone,i want you to leave"  even though the words were said with tears.. they echoed through the boy’s mind. for the the last time he heard those words,they were absent tears, but the same meaning held true. it was the mark of the end.

the end of it all.

And my life somehow managed to get worse.im so done

I finally did it.. my friends hate me so much that they don’t even want me around them anymore. I have no idea if my friend’s feelings will change about me..but.. chances are, I will never find out. My depression really got outta hand and I cant believe it had to end like this.

I had support, I had friends, but no matter how hard I tried, my depression wouldn’t go away. now its led to everyone giving up on me. my family is gone, my friends are gone and now my strength is gone. I start my new job in a few days and I have no idea how im going to get out of bed.

The only thing that makes me happy is that my friends will be better off without my extra baggage around them. I had no right to make them feel sad because I was depressed. I should have thought of their feelings.. so im sorry.. im sorry I failed you guys. This is all my fault and I only have myself to blame.

this isnt a suicide note. I wont do anything crazy.. i promise. I just needed to vent..

I apologize for all the crying I did over the years.


Cat is very happy to see his owner after being 3 days alone.

Original by: 僧侶のフード

Original by: 僧侶のフード

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Bringing the power bomb to this month’s work theme


Bringing the power bomb to this month’s work theme


Comfort food.

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